"a neurotic and wordy girl"

Aug 20

Now a time capsule.

What I’m searching for
to tell it straight, I’m trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a passby waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You’re my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I’m here for myself
Not to know you
I don’t need no one else
Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don’t know me 
I am an introvert an excavator
I’m duckin’ out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself
an innovator

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what
if I can shake it
I’m gonna make this 
something worth dreaming of

Mar 07

“Just crossed the bridge to JFK, watching the Manhattan skyline fade away. 4 years ago I moved here with 2 suitcases, a dog & yeah - a dream. I still have the two suitcases and the dog. Hahaha” — juliallison

Dec 02

Matzah Ball just wants a nap.

Matzah Ball just wants a nap.

Now Brisket loves his fuzzy bone.  He is currently ripping the stuffing out.  I wonder if he is pretending it is Matzah.

Now Brisket loves his fuzzy bone.  He is currently ripping the stuffing out.  I wonder if he is pretending it is Matzah.

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As I mentioned before, Matzah is not into toys. But when I caught Brisket chewing on a ceramic bowl, I made an emergency run to 1 Stop Pet Shops. Like everything else in Amagansett there is a sharp financial premium for the convenience (ask me about my $70 Linksys router!), but faced with losing my security deposit as Brisket slowly chews the house apart, I figured it was worth it. I got a few varieties of chew toys and this purple flying saucer-esque puzzle toy, seen above. Many have recommended puzzle toys to me, but I’d never tried one out. Basically, you put treats inside the puzzle, and the dog has to work to get them out. This one screws shut and the dog has to unscrew it. The chew toys have been largely ignored, but this little thing has been quite the success with Brisket. I filled it with Evo grain-free treats, the same brand as the food Matzah eats (which Brisket decided today he prefers to his own food) and he’s been going at it for a half hour, gradually getting the treats out. The toys did lead to the first real dog fight there’s been so far. It definitely crossed the line from play fight to real fight. I broke it up and Matzah backed off whimpering and looking at me like MOM WHAT DID YOU DO. He was okay though. Hopefully that will be a very unusual occurrence, otherwise Brisket will not be a member of this family for long.

As I mentioned before, Matzah is not into toys. But when I caught Brisket chewing on a ceramic bowl, I made an emergency run to 1 Stop Pet Shops. Like everything else in Amagansett there is a sharp financial premium for the convenience (ask me about my $70 Linksys router!), but faced with losing my security deposit as Brisket slowly chews the house apart, I figured it was worth it. I got a few varieties of chew toys and this purple flying saucer-esque puzzle toy, seen above.

Many have recommended puzzle toys to me, but I’d never tried one out. Basically, you put treats inside the puzzle, and the dog has to work to get them out. This one screws shut and the dog has to unscrew it. The chew toys have been largely ignored, but this little thing has been quite the success with Brisket. I filled it with Evo grain-free treats, the same brand as the food Matzah eats (which Brisket decided today he prefers to his own food) and he’s been going at it for a half hour, gradually getting the treats out.

The toys did lead to the first real dog fight there’s been so far. It definitely crossed the line from play fight to real fight. I broke it up and Matzah backed off whimpering and looking at me like MOM WHAT DID YOU DO. He was okay though. Hopefully that will be a very unusual occurrence, otherwise Brisket will not be a member of this family for long.

“Some dude just asked if he could do me in the butt for Christmas” —

The AntiKris: XXXmas spirit

Well, McGlynn did just get laid off, so you can hardly blame him for trying to economize.  [#]

youngmanhattanite: caro: fimoculous: Scarf Battle, Round 1: I declare a scarf / kissy face battle! Srsly, you call that a kissy face? C’mon, bring some game. And no more making fun of my scarves! And finally, I’m not “cute” — I’m totally hot, even if I can’t seem to keep my eyes open on tv. [Petition: Flickr should have VOTE buttons.] My cityscape background is sexier. We always assumed Rex was a bottom. Rex’s protest reminds me of that time at the Magician a drunk Balk yelled at me “WHATEVER I AM HOT”  In other words, the lady…

youngmanhattanite:

caro:

fimoculous:

Scarf Battle, Round 1: I declare a scarf / kissy face battle! Srsly, you call that a kissy face? C’mon, bring some game. And no more making fun of my scarves! And finally, I’m not “cute” — I’m totally hot, even if I can’t seem to keep my eyes open on tv. [Petition: Flickr should have VOTE buttons.]

My cityscape background is sexier.

We always assumed Rex was a bottom.

Rex’s protest reminds me of that time at the Magician a drunk Balk yelled at me “WHATEVER I AM HOT”  In other words, the lady…

Dec 01

HOLY SHIT

All the Sad Young Gossip Girls just spoiled the shit out of me.  Can’t wait to watch now, totally forgot there was a new episode tonight.

Dogs are passed out.  Look at the little (and big) pawsies!

Dogs are passed out.  Look at the little (and big) pawsies!